From the time I was young, I have been primed and prepped to enter the rat race. When I was a little girl, I had these dreams of being a singer, or a zoologist, or oceanographer. I'm not sure what happened. I don't think anyone ever told me my dreams were stupid, or that I couldn't be whatever I wanted, but they don't teach classes in school on how to live your dream, or how to pursue you passions. What I learned in school was to do what I was told, and do it well enough that I could get good grades to go to college. There's a really great valedictorian speech on this very subject. I was actually pretty good at this. I don't want to say I was smart, because getting good grades has very little to do with intelligence and lot to do with obedience and memory. So, lucky for me, I had a good memory and I was pretty obedient.
I went to college a little lost. I still had these faint dreams of music, zoology, and oceanography. Somewhere in my quest for my dreams, I learned practicality. If I got a degree in music I would most likely be a teacher, and I didn't want to teach. To be a zoologist or oceanographer I would have had to move and pay a butt load of money for out of state tuition. So, instead I decided I liked Psychology and Sociology. I was never ecstatic about it. In fact, it was a little disappointing. I had so many interests that I couldn't picture myself doing one thing the rest of my life that only held a flicker of interest for me. So, I finished almost all my generals, and then, before I had to make any final decisions, I had some major financial strains that kept me from continuing my education to join the rat race.
I got married, and had some kids while my husband went out and joined the rat race. We bought a house, and a golden retriever, and it seemed as if we were living the American dream. Life in the suburbs with three kids and a dog. We are actually very happy, but there are a few things that are lacking that we are really starting to be aware of. First, apparently, we are considered very poor. When I found this out I was a little shocked! We budget really well, and are still able to get what we need and have fun too. Second, even though my husband likes his job, there really isn't anywhere for it to take him and it isn't something he's passionate about.
At first it seemed ungrateful for me to even think of wanting more, when our lives are pretty happy. Then I started thinking that we can have whatever we want out of life, and there's nothing wrong with wanting more! My husband and I don't want to help someone else live their dream(working a 9-5 job pushing paper). We want to make that happen for ourselves.
What are we going to do? I don't know yet. All I know is that, between the two of us, there is enough passionate interest on enough subjects that I have faith this is going to take us somewhere. Not only that, but I want to show my kids that there is more to life than suffering through 16+ years of school only to then suffer through a job that is lackluster. Aaron(my husband) went to a class on how to start up a business, and they said that most entrepreneurs had entrepreneur parents. Its not that they are smarter, work harder, or have better ideas than your average Joe. Its that they have been modeled this way of life. It is a natural way for them to do things, rather than an insurmountable feat like most of us think!
I want that for my family. I want to pursue my passions and help my kids pursue theirs!
How about you? What's are the dreams in your life that you want to pursue?